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PowerUP Premiere

November 7, 2004
Commentary by Jacky

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It’s been an amazing two week stretch for me. As those who follow our site, www.L-word.com, know I was on the Olivia cruise chronicling the filming of the L word on board the ship. On Tuesday, November 2, while the rest of the US and much of the world was awaiting election results, I was interviewing Producer Rose Lam. We barely heard any election results that night. We were all wrapped up in the filming of a disco scene and later a “Captain’s dinner” scene. On Wednesday morning, when we did hear news and it didn’t look good, we simply took an excursion to a Mayan ruin. It was easy to run and easy to hide from the breathtaking disappointment of the election results.

On Saturday, November 6, the cruise ended in Tampa. I flew home to New Jersey, but I never left the airport. I got my next flight to LA to head to the PowerUP Premiere on Sunday, November 7.

I went to the PowerUP Premiere for the L word—primarily to see Jennifer Beals, who was being awarded with the PowerUP Artistry Award--but also Guinevere Turner and Jane Lynch. What I didn’t expect was to find inspiration in the aftermath of the most upsetting presidential election of my adult life, nor did I expect it would come from none other than Jennifer Beals.

The room was full of "movie stars": Fran Drescher (The Nanny), Sharon Lawrence (NYPD Blue), Amanda Bearse (Give or Take an Inch), Jill Bennett (Dante's Cove), Jane Sibbett (Friends), Melanie Lynskey (Heavenly Creatures), and Honey Labrador (Queer Eye for the Straight Girl), among many others. There were photographers galore and a "red carpet" set up for photographers to shoot the stars in perfect lighting. There was a celebrity cocktail hour and silent auction (including an autographed bra Jennifer Beals wore in the Season Finale in the disturbing scene with Tina. It did NOT sell for its minimum bid of $500!!), followed by dinner in the stunning ballroom of the Park Plaza Hotel.

PowerUP premiered three short films, winners of its short film competition: Billy's Dad is a Fudge-Packer, Prom-troversy, and Starcrossed. Billy's Dad is a Fudge-Packer, starring Queer as Folk’s Robert Gant, was filled with double entendres, starting with the title. Prom-troversy was a great short about two girls going to a prom together. Jane Lynch was a riot as an ultra-conservative mother opposed to two girls going together. Starcrossed was a heart-breaking film about two young gay men who face separation by a parent.

Beals was presented the award at the end of the evening. Robert Greenblatt, President of Showtime Entertainment, introduced her and showed a several minute film highlighting her career. In her speech, Beals recalled her mother creating stories in which “Jenny” was a character. Beals recalled that she did not see herself on television. She was bi-racial and female—and she was set apart. She felt invisible. “And certainly when society fails to write your story there is an unspoken message that the story is not worth telling.”

Beals’ identification as an outsider, an “other,” remained with her when she spoke with the L word’s Ilene Chaiken about the character of Bette. Of course, Chaiken was already addressing the “otherness” of lesbians. For Beals, that was not enough. Beals proposed that Bette be bi-racial in order to speak to even more people who felt invisible, who did not see themselves on television, and Chaiken was receptive.

The connection between all the “others” is, of course, the first L word: love.

“To love, to love to love, even when you think the heart is exhausted by anger and fear and hurt and disappointment and the latest presidential election. To love. That is the larger task which connects us all. That is the narrative to which I hope we all can strive.”

In a time of divisiveness, the degree of which had never been seen in a presidential election, Beals dared to talk about what unites us. She also broached the subject that many political analysts feel was the source of the heartbreak of this presidential election: gay marriage.

“People talk about the sanctity of love...love is by definition sacred. Not some love between some people but all love between all people. How can anyone say one person's love is more sacred than another person's? If indeed it is love, it IS sanctified. If it is indeed love, the right to marriage is not questionable."

Beals sees the connection between racism and sexism and homophobia. Bi-racial people are “other”. Girls are “other”. Gay couples are “other”. These are the ones shut out by the majority. Power is withheld from “others” and power is horded by the majority. So what is the role of a television show about a bunch of lesbians? In stories—all stories—“people recognize their humanity.”

“Imagine if all of our stories were told? Like the Chart on the L word one day all the narratives would intertwine and we would discover the power of our collective imagination and we would see that to be victorious is not to have won simply for your own sake but for the sake of others.”

There I stood, ten feet in front of Beals, with a few other photographers, but my camera was down at my side. I had buried my head in the Olivia cruise to ignore the heartbreak of not only the presidential election but of 11 states passing marriage amendments and of the loss of Democratic seats in both houses of Congress. Yet here stood Jennifer Beals, optimistic that creating television shows and bringing the “other” into the television sets—and hearts—of those who hold the power will appeal to their sense of humanity and sameness, rather than otherness. Somehow, I believed her. Beals for President in 2008

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